oh no i dropped my motivation and have no desire to pick it up
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“I fell in love with the way you touched me without using your hands.”
— - Unknown (via thelovenotebook)
Allie
I do not promote any form of self hatred, self harm, or eating disorders; I only suffer from them.
I'm Allison.
When I do something great, no one ever seems to remember. When I do something wrong, no one can ever seem to forget. The thought of growing up scares me. Just when you think things can't get any worse; They do. I've learned that life is like an hour glass, sooner or later everything will hit rock bottom. The only thing you can do is be patient and wait for everything to turn back around. One of the things I hate the most is when someone tells you everything will be okay and in the back of your head all you can think about is how that person is lying straight to your face. I've been to hell and back a few times. I never pretend my life is just great because it's not. I make mistakes. I live my life wrong everyday. How else do you learn? Things don't come to you. You have to fight for them. If you didn't get it then odd are you didn't deserve it. One thing I'll never forget is when my world came crashing down, and there was nothing I could do about it. I worry alot, almost constantly. I can never make "the thoughts" stop. I have something on my mind every second of everyday. I struggle with self harm, depression, and I'm overcoming (almost have beat) an eating disorder. I don't know why shit does down the way it does, but it does.
denialwithnelly
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Please teach me a lesson
Sir told me not to touch and I did, I stole an orgasm, I was weak. I was selfish and disobedient, I deserve to be punished. Sir says that this community is cruel to those in denial and that you will teach me a lesson I won’t soon forget.
For every note this post receives I will endure 10 minutes of teasing.
I will not be permitted to orgasm again until all the teasing is completed.
The post will be open until either I complete all time or when the post reaches 50,000 notes. I must wait 3 days to start subtracting time.
Please help me learn to be good.
Post started February 10, 2018